The officer who arranged the subject for examination came near to us and called my name. I was wonder what is happening. What? I'm the first candidate? I was so shock. Because according to the arrangement among ourselves, I am the forth candidate. I was so shock. Immediately I picked up my tools and entered the gym. What's a shock morning.!!
The case i got for my exam is bilateral OA. It's a common case. But I had did badly. I can't find the asterisk in this patient. I really can't get it. It's a long term management, I really don't know what is the short term asterisk for this patient. I was so depress when questioned by both of the examiners. The patient!! He was like viva-ing me. He asked me a lot of question beyond my level. Until the end, the examiner stop him from asking me. I was wondering, why I got a so educated subject?
In the viva session, once again, I was being beat down! I think my performance is really bad, until I couldn't find any reasons for what had I did. There is only 4 words can explain the situation today - 全军覆没!
I really don't know what had I did. Now, fail or pass, is all beyond my control. What I can do is praying hard. Will I fail the exam? I have no idea... Everyone is scared of failure, me as well. That's why I pray hard to pass the exam.
Sometimes, I really think I'm just a coward.
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